~YALL POEMS~
 

Thunderous Awakening
Upon a nite i felt a presence but it was familiar yet unknown i knew at once u had come.....after ridin like a madman across the dusty roads i felt a dispair.....where was my love? where were you at????a tear of silver came down my cheek as i felt alone...yet a brite star shone to tell me you were near.........i sprinted like thunder.....each step flowin from my heart....my body grew tired....but my love....NEVER......as i approached i saw a rainbow filled with colors of a hazel rose.....i knew then and there i reached my final destination....walkin down the steps a castle formed...an empire shone....and at the corner of my eye i was blinded but a sight that overtook myself and it was.............YOU...i trembled at your presence so far...yet so close.....Ohhhhh i could feel you around....beauty was your name love was your last name......i bowed on the ground......and i kissed the earth and god for giving me my only goal my reason for all my suffering.......you are my salva! tion.....i went inside and embraced you for the first time...sayin no words only hearin your breath and kissin your tears of joy away.....i felt for the first time a love a heat that warmed my frozen my barred soul....you brought me an eternal life......i kissed you once and i was flying in the skies......i was a bird a dove.......and i found my soul again...my life again......you are the keys of my heart you are the connection between my mind..my body..my soul...my emotions.....Our story is forever........and my love is forever yours...............................just one kiss.....i cried 100 days and 100 nites.....but it was worth it all....because to make you happy and give you my love can only be what i only want also.......you have my heart you have me...no matter where i am no matter what i do... i know i am fallin for you.....because there is a day and there is a nite.....i will love you twice as much.....it is tearin my heart apart to be so far from you.....i repeat ev! eryday....i miss you......i scream it and cry it...i pray it.....pleeze take me as i am......even though i mite not be worth you....i love you.....unlike no man...unlike no father or mother unlike god i love you YES YES only you........i will do it all for you...my words are locked for you....you make my life whole.......please say you will be mine.......my heart calls for you.......a bed of roses awaits you......my heart in my hands i have for you to keep.....................you........are..............what.......i..........dreamt..........for.........................................................................
i love you..........
Upon My Celestial Arrow
I never knew a love, I never knew a woman, quite like you. I used to believe that love was never to be mine. Yet I found that to be false. When I heard you name written in the skies, I knew, when I saw your face in the blue water of the crystalline ocean, I knew, and when I saw your hair in the rich red fiery sun, I knew. I knew that you were a goddess, an enchanted. A woman who’s equal has no parallel. I name this woman to be you. And upon one night in which I was sleeping I felt an arrow pierce my heart. As if I had died at that moment yet at the next I was in a new life. This arrow represented the death of my search and pain but the beginning of my joy and triumph. I will sacrifice my time, my worldly pleasures for one person, for one soul. You are my Alpha and my end. I could write for all eternity and still not express my love for you. As I sit and think upon my dark and heavy room I can only feel you.. A tender kiss like a zap of electricity sudden and sweet I feel your lips. I feel a certain feeling only one that I can have with you. This feeling this kindness that radiates from you makes me believe that yes there is a god. Nobody in heaven I can be happy with if not you. I will cross-endless planets I will consume balls of fire I will resist all my desires, just for you. You are precious and dear to me. If I had no restrictions I would be bound to you in love in body and in spirit. You have given me what nobody else has......a reason to live, a reason to love. If I could die for you I would.... If I could suffer for you, I would, if I could take all your pain and have you free of pain, I would. You are my deep, my feeling my true enchanted beauty whom I will love past many sunsets and past many sunrises. I will live past eternity as our love continues to increase. Like the civilizations of the past we are great yet unlike the civilizations of the past WE will never crumble or cease to exist. No matter the weather, no matter the time I will love you..... If my words can by animals for they are a Lion to express strength a lamb to express beauty, a bird to express our endless heights of love, and a peacock to express our love for each other in millions of colors and array of patterns. I would paint my life with only one picture.......YOU....to see you in a picture to see you in a drawing makes me feel your presence, your nature. And if time permits I will love you and take you to holy matrimony in the eyes of god and the angels to see that I have chosen you and that you are worth all I went through in the past. I cannot believe that love is this strong and that you have all of me, but I am happy and content that it is you whom I love. I cannot ask for any better for you are the best I cannot ask for more for you are enough I cannot ask for all my wants for you satisfied my one and only want: to have you as my love. These words are inscribed inside my heart with golden satin stitched on, from top to bottom. Each word is aligned with silver stars and crescent moons to show our many nights and many days we will be together so it is endless. A planet not so far from us is named after us.......this planet is unknown to all but us....our garden of Eden is where we stay.......a dazzling light with soft milky hues shadows us from any people....our eyes meet and lock to complete the cycle of pure love. As I feel you skin for the first time I am ecstatic i find myself to cross unknown territory I am scared yet excited......I want you to feel my love for you as best as I can show it.....I want you to know that these words are completely real that what I am telling you today and these words will hold true for a time of no existence I love to make you feel what I feel and make sure your day is brighter then the blinding heavens my love for you makes me smile makes me feel so good only you can make my day and make a day filled of loneliness full of love. The Rose represents us. Each leaf has a meaning each expresses my feelings of love. I want you to know that I have a debt to you.....A debt that cannot be paid because you are here with me...I know you have suffered many nights and many a day but I am here now to be your guardian angel, to provide you pure love without no conditions or sexual wants...I want you to know that the basis for my love is your way of being, your personality and you as a person. You will always be beautiful you will always look perfect that I cannot deny, never. Your beauty on the outside is perfect there is nothing that I don't like. To me you are so perfect and so great that I feel you are more then human, and that you are for you are gods daughter sent to me as a present to me.  I feel I could have not been any luckier to be picked by you!!!!!!! I feel as though I discovered the cure for all the diseases of mankind as if I was richer than any many in the world!!!!!!! I feel a joy! I feel an excasty from knowing that I am yours that you are mine. You are cherished by me more than you can stop and think about. Not only are you in my heart but in my life, always in my mind always in my soul. I will sing to soothe you, I will massage you to make your body feel renewed. Anything for you. Ask of me your hearts desires and I will fulfill them ask of me anything and it will be yours I love you so much I will make you the most happiest woman in the world. I promise you this my complete, true love with no bounty and increasing more and more each day, each second, each hour.......your eternally mine....am eternally yours.